Review- Banged-Up Heart: Dancing with Love and Loss by Shirley Melis

Synopsis: Banged-Up Heart by Shirley Melis is an intimate and clear-eyed account of finding love late and losing it early and of the strength it takes to fall madly in love a second time, be forced to relinquish that love too soon, and yet choose to love again. When her husband of thirty years dies suddenly, Shirley Melis is convinced she will never find another man like Joe. Then she meets John, a younger man who tells her during their first conversation that he has lived for many years with a rare but manageable cancer. She is swept off her feet in a whirlwind courtship, and within months, made brave by the early death of a friend’s husband, she asks him to marry her! What follows is a year-long odyssey of travel and a growing erotic and creative partnership until a mysterious bump on John’s forehead proves to be one of several tumors in his brain and spine. The nine months that follow are filled with a life-threatening infection, three brain surgeries, radiation, and chemotherapy. Two years and one week after their wedding, John dies at the age of fifty-nine. More than just a love story or a memoir of mourning, Banged-Up Heart comes down solidly on the side of life. It takes you deep inside an ordinary woman, her deeply felt grief butting up against her desire for more than companionship: passion, sexual fulfillment, and self-realization. It bears eloquent witness to the wild trust it takes to fall madly in love and risk profound loss a second time. Ultimately, it shows that it is possible to dance with a banged-up heart.

I commend the author for sharing her experience. It is not easy to share your innermost feelings and Mrs. Melis writes about a personal journey where she learns to enjoy life again due to love. She shares her reality with clarity and stark honesty that was refreshing. It is a considerable undertaking to describe the pain and emotions experienced as a loved one goes through cancer. It is hard for me to stay how I would feel or what I would do if I was in the same situation.

I hope that when I get to her age that I still have the love for life that expressed. There is no getting too old when it comes to most activities and dreams are still within reach if you want them. I felt like with her first husband she didn’t follow her interests as much and the devastation of his loss was increased because of that. With John, she explored things she had always wanted to do. She went from functioning to thriving. She became resilient and open to life’s possibilities. I liked to see that growth as well as a possible happy ending with Frank. Overall, good read for anyone who likes memoirs and stories of emotional growth.

 

 

 

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  1. Dear Ivory M,
    Thank you for posting your thoughtful review of Banged-Up Heart: Dancing with Love and Loss. I hope that you continue to have a zest for life, even when you get to be my age : )

    Shirley Melis

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